37 Weeks

I just read something my mom wrote on my facebook status (which was me just freaking out)... "‎12 days until you receive an amazing blessing from your Father in Heaven. Remember all the people who are jealous & for whatever reason will never be given even 1 child. You are not doing this alone & will have tons of help. I can't wait to see his precious face & fall in love 1 more time!"  It totally puts things into perspective and I'm going to adopt her attitude.  I've got to stop stressing out and face the fact that I'm never going to have EVERYTHING done before he gets here.  I do have a lot already done.  Ezra's bag is already packed for the hospital, I have diapers and wipes, his bed is all put together, ALL of his clothes are washed, my laundry is mostly caught up, and plans have been made for Kennin and Gray to stay with either their dad or my parents while we're in the hospital.  And I STILL have 12 days to finish up last minute details... Like put the pack-n-play up, swing, and buy a diaper pail, nursing bras, and finish cleaning up.

I got this.